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Friday, 06 June 2008
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Currently Listening
The Boatlift
By Pitbull
Go Girl
see relatedSo it's been a while yet again...
A lot has gone on since I have last written, nothing new there. Anyways, I am aunt (well kind of). My friend had a baby two days ago and she wants me to be Gracie's aunt. So I am now excited to be called auntie stephy. Haha.
I also had a lil accident with a motorcycle over memorial day weekend. I am ok, I just got burned from the muffler. I am now settled in living with my parents again. Which is so so so so so so so much better then where I was at.
My faith in God has gotten better as well. Its amazing how God works and on His timing!! I am excited to get my life back together. I love my job now, its fabulous!! I actually like waking up and going everyday. Then again I have been born and raised on car dealerships and how they are ran so I got this in the bag!!!
I have a lot to say however I am having writers block right now. I have written some new poetry, I will post some of my new stuff later on.
Stay tuned...
Monday, 14 April 2008
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Changes Within...
I have done a lot of thinking and processing about a lot of different things going on in my life right now.
My decisions are that..
One, I become closer to God.
Two, mend broken friendships and really show the love I have for them.
Three, Try and not be so stubborn (get that from my mom's side).
Four, Make something worth fighting for in my life.
Five, Finish my education
Six, And try to live my life for God and actually be a follower in Christ in all that I do and say.
I know those items are big and short and long term goals. However, I know in my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul I can accomplish these goals one at a time.
Please be in prayer for me and I will be in prayer for you.
Until next time,
Steph
Monday, 17 March 2008
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Currently Listening
Cyclone
By Baby Bash
What is it
see relatedWOW its been a long time since I wrote anything... Anyways, I am doing well. I love my job, its in St.Charles, I am a secretary for a painting company. I am happily single which is so much fun. I am no longer living with my parents. I am now with my best friend and god daughter in Lake in the Hills. I love it!! Nikki and I go to church every Sunday, we have Bible study every Tuesday. Things are just looking so much better.
There has been so much that has gone on I dont even know where to begin. So until I remember what I want to write thats all for now.
MUAH,
Steph
Saturday, 20 October 2007
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I am in a relationship finally he is an amazing guy!!!
Anyways, to the real topic here that I wanted to address. My last blog that I wrote I was angry and disappointed in myself. So what I was doing was just writing everything that was wrong with me and blaming it on other people that are completely innocent!!! See I am the bad guy in this situation!!! I just hope this person finds it in their heart to forgive me and have faith in me that I will change and there are no reasons or excuses for my behavior!!! I have been thinking long and hard about this situation and I find myself dumb founded on my childish behaviors. I have been trying to change its just I have been very busy and tired from working a lot of hours and I have been hanging out with my new boyfriend Marty!!!! To this person whom it concerns I am truly sorry for my childish behavior and for all of the pain that I have caused!!! I am a very stubborn person (get it from my mom) and I can admit that I can also admit that I was in the wrong!!! One huge thing that I have learned from this situation is I am whole heartily taking responsibility for my own words, actions, and thoughts!!!!
Im sorry,
Steph
Monday, 08 October 2007
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A Boggled Mind
OK so I understand why people get angry for things I do or say however, what I dont understand is why people just dont come to my face and tell me I was in the wrong. I understand that I have said things that were wrong and should have been thought throughly. There are times when you want to say things and you mean them but it was the wrong time to say those things. Sometimes people dont think before they speak and I am clearly one of them at times. I was screwed over and then found out it was all a case of miscommunication. I talk about it with the person and now all is fine with that. Then that is fine and all hell breaks loose. I dont like it when assumptions are made and people dont even talk to me about it first!!!!!! I cant wait to talk about it person to person cuz I am mind boggled!!!!
